"The Saturn Diaries translates complex spiritual experiences into terrestrial language in a hilarious and heartwarming manner."
-Cat Greenleaf, 4x Emmy Award Winning Host
Rebecca Szymczak was a rebellious outcast from rural Pennsylvania.
Determined to live the quintessential Manhattan life, Cardsy landed high-level fashion jobs, celebrity friends, and even her own lingerie line along the way.
But by age thirty-one, an astrological transit-known as Saturn's Return-gate-crashed her life, stripping away her self-identity and exposing a battle with depression, anxiety, and substance abuse, just beneath the glossy surface.
As she began to rebuild her life, Cardsy revisited her childhood hobby of pulling tarot cards. In doing so, she reconnected with her intuition in powerful and often unexpected ways.
The Saturn Diaries is the compelling record of that journey, involving everything, from a homemade Oprah-ator phone created to dial the universe to a solo trek through the Costa Rican Jungle to participate in an Ayahuasca ceremony.
Part memoir and part spellbook, each chapter concludes with a spell, elixir, or ritual she created along the way.
Has experienced massive loss from the death of loved ones, divorce and/or their entire bank account
Has struggled with addiction, depression and/or anxiety
Is making a massive transition out of what they thought they were supposed to do for a living into what they truly love
The Saturn Diaries is a healing spell for anyone seeking to access their inner magic.
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Rebecca Szymczak, aka Cardsy B, is a writer, intuitive tarot reader, and healing catalyst.
Her work has been featured in MTV, Nylon, Shape, Bustle, and The Zoe Report. She quit her fashion career to dive deeper into her intuitive gifts after experiencing a dark night of the soul.She now uses tarot to guide clients, including celebrities, C-suite executives, artists, and entrepreneurs, to their own inner knowing and healing abilities. In addition to creating her signature tarot deck, Badass Bitches Tarot, Cardsy B is also the host of the Hex and the City podcast. The Saturn Diaries: A Modern Day Grimoire is her first book.